Finishing these exams has really made a difference to the way I feel about P. I guess its hard to let yourself fall in love and memorize the ions present in hard water or worrying about bodging an exam at the same time. But I always knew things would be different after the 21st. Its like I can finally relax and fully enjoy the pleasures of have a gorgeous caring sexy boyf who loves me for who I am. I know what we have is special. It's like now I have the chance to prove it to him. I honestly can't imagine going out with someone else after P. I guess I cant say how I'm gonna feel in what a year, 2 years times but I'm gonna have to change a hell of a lot if I ever decide to leave P cos right now I just couldn't imagine it.
When I wrote before I was kinda pissed off, maybe I said things that weren't exactly true. P made up for it by phoning 9.00 the next morning to meet me to apologize a few thousand times for pissing me off. I love him (to the max!)
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