Helloooooo! I just phoned Ali (major phone bill attack!!)(?) Pre-phone call I was getting a bit stressed cos I was getting visions of going through all that crap like with J again but I don't see how I could have compared the two. I guess I was just paranoid, I mean I almost convinced myself that this thang with Ali was gonna end just cos he wasn't in when I phoned (stress!??). Anyway apres-phone call I was kinda chuffed cos, well we talked for over an hour (yet again) which I guess isn't something I could do avec many lads (esp J). We're meeting on Wed (???). I can't wait-soz if that sounds kinda sad-in fact every aspect of writing a diary is extremely sad! But hey, like anyone's gonna find out??(!!??)
p.s. I thought I fancied David on Sat (stress!!??) but I'm over that now, Ok so he's a babe but if I wanted to go out with Mr-no-personality then I'd snog a cat(???)-maybe not but ya catch my drift(??!!). Au fait-the lurve of Charlie's life walked me home on Sat, he's not as dippy as he seems-actually he is as dippy as he seems-I'm not quite sure what point I'm trying to make here so I'll shut up, Seeya later Ali-gater (!!??!!) (?)
